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Constantly changing my mind.
By January 20, 2013 at 11:30 pm 737 13 1
I am currently in a relationship and have been since october 2012, we are great together and I feel we will be together for quite a while if not forever. However, there is an issue that I am having trouble with at the moment. Before I met him I decided I did not want anymore children. Now we are trying to have a baby??!!! I told him I was going on birth control and everytime I took it he would get depressed. I also told him after that that I would stop taking bc for a baby.I know how immature this is and I know I did it to make him happy but I would rather hurt him than to make a big mistake. I do want another child, but just not right now. So in summary, I told him in the beginning I was going on bc, then I told him I stopped, and now I want to go back on again. I am changing my mind so much and I don't know what to do. I am not on medication since october. Is this mind changing me or my bp cycle getting worse? I need some advice. I understand how hurtful this is and will be when I tell him no again and how stupid I am acting so please try to keep it polite. Thank you and sorry it is long.