Ugh... Need to get this out...
By October 31 at 2:23 pm 118 13
Can anyone relate to me here and give me some advice?
Different things bother or don't bother me on different levels all the time (which i know goes hand and hand with being bipolar) but one subject that always gets to me, no matter how happy I am is when I see a friend or a stranger getting engaged or married… I cannot get passed the complete sadness I feel when i hear this news. Of course I am beyond happy for them for having such a wonderful thing happen to them and make sure they know how happy I am for them but I cannot deny to myself the feeling of sadness that washes over me. I cannot help but feel so down on myself and wonder what's wrong with me that I'm 28 and still single… I've had two proposals and both guys ended up cheating on me. I don't get hit on often in real life or get asked on dates even though i have people telling me I'm pretty. I can usually get passed other feelings and emotions but, with this, it really weighs on me. Anyone else have something they just can't get passed like this? It doesn't have to be the same thing, just wondering if anyone can empathize and tell me what they do to get passed it because this sucks.