Easy to answer tonight…no. Don't like me at all. I can't wait till we get this cocktail right. I'm the black sheep in my family right now. Can't do anything right for my wife or kids and I'd rather climb into a hole and left alone.
Hmm I've seen this fot days I hate the word 'be' in my opinion it only belongs in one sentence…'just be' short for live, breath, exist, seen…etc so I get stuck on being. I do like myself, how my mind is and the way I can process every perspective reason ratio and analyse thru facts stored in my memory all in a milisecond. I like that I can go from fight or flight mode in 0 to 60. I enjoy the fact that God gifted me with vision instead of only sight. And that I have the heart and soul to feel for those who out of fear chose not to. I'm greatful to not be a numb norm. I find lil moments in the proud ones amazed ones the ones that can take a persons breath away and with how I am I can create those moments … I have no problem with my reflection…until someone else is lookin at the same mirror…once I see anothers watchin me me good or bad I crumble too ashamed to even confront the who they see when they look at me…I like being me cuz I still read ee cummings poetry and watching ppl live for their dreams make me cry . Proud that I'm real and my friends even though they determined I'm too much for them I'm proud I have the balls to still have their back and I love the way my heart forgives and freely offers grace…I love myself but hate the world for becoming stuck up and inhuman
No I don't, I really don't like being me. I know it's part of my depression that speaks but I know it's me too. And I hate me. Seems no matter how hard I try or what I do something or someone takes a jab and it just worsens what I already feel. It sucks.
I hate being me. I would give anything to just be someone else…even if it was only temporary. But if I got to experience life another way and had to come back to this nightmarish hell inside my head id kill myself.
In elementary school, they made the entire school say this every morning, and some days I look back and laugh at how stupid it was, and then I think "ya know, that was actually kinda beautiful in retrospect". The affirmation was said immediately after the pledge of allegiance and is as follows:
"I like myself. I am responsible for my actions. And I am going to do my personal best today".
I just might start saying it to myself again every morning and see what happens.
What I like being myself: Stay in positive mind and positive thinking it can help me improve my life. I dun do such silly things aargh… Most I do self-help online research be easy relax drink a cup of coffee. peace my mind. never bother people i always ignore dun care. always focus on my ownself. Better than think too much. This is my life. I live for myself.
No not really… I've always had huge self esteem problems and even though I've tried to be a perfectionist in every aspect of my life weight, academics, sex etc I always feel I fall short. It's a terrible cycle and when I look in the mirror I have to become detached just to fix my hair and make up bc I don't like looking at myself. Even when I'm manic a piece of me is saying ur only acting like this bc it's who you wish you could be but it's not really you. … Does this make sense to anyone besides me and my twisted mind?!
I think even when I'm in the depths of despair there is a certain sense of satisfaction with who I am. I know that sounds crazy and it will be harder now that my appearance is being challenged because I am very vain, but to a certain degree, I like to be who I am.
if I still fit into last years clothes then yes, it would be nice to be comfortable in ones own skin. If I stay stable brain wise that would be nice too. If Johnny Depp ask me out for dinner nice isn't just isn't the word. Shame I'm already taken, sigh!
When I feel like myself yes, otherwise no. I am embarrassed of myself when depressed - of my inability to maintain basic personal hygiene and feed myself proper meals, etc I find this humiliating to admit to people - sorry if I've gone off topic too far.