Am I good or evil *MT*

You're no more evil than the rest of us and I would say we are definatel not evil. An evil person would just get on with it wheras you are questioning yourself. An evil person wouldn't do that. Try not to cut, its a negative action that only give instant gratification. Get up and keep yourself bussy doing whatever you fancy to keep away from the self harm.

My friend , In the past I have experienced the most horrible thoughts and found myself saying " lucii stop thinking those things," but I couldn't . Because I was ill, as you are. If you were EVIL you wouldn't be concerned about it, the fact that you are concerned shows a good heart :) try to remeber that.

You are absolutely right Lucie that if I was evil I would not have concerned about it. You really helped me figure out what is real and what's not. Thanks for calling me good heart :) you too have one :)

I think most people think I'm looney, but meditation helps me with those intrusive thought. I have a CD that is a guided meditation that relaxes me and calms my mind. Lazarus knows his stuff, so take his advice, too!!